I need to confess that few people are as lucky as the guy who found you and decided to make a relationship. Some people are pretty much lucky and somehow I jealousy.

Girl, keep up that stuff … I have registered and hopefully you will help take me out of the hole I find myself in and afraid to tell any else.

I have been hiding someone inside which I must not do because of the fear of what people will say if they ever find out.

This has crumpled my heart … made holes to my alreadu dented self-image and pride yet I keep saying to myself oneday I will find the strength to face this shit once and for all.

It is people like you that make us believe “we can” when the rest look at us with scorn and the look of self-importance. They make you feel worthless and disgusting while you just as good as them or maybe even better. The problem is that you have this thing about which makes them want to take advantage of you or make them feel better than you are.

Thanks for the blogs and that sweet penetration into a conversation with some a stranger who seem so close to you and seem to have been there all along … It gives one a sense of belonging while lost in the desert of ones own frustrations

But I just want to say, be careful- not all actors are the same and you may hurt some feelings. Yes, you caught me- I’m from the theatre world. But perhaps you’re talking Hollywood? That’s a world I know nothing about, but I HAVE seen its dire effects on people that were close to me…..So, hmm….

Hey Adam – nice icon, your face, it looks different! Yeah, I don’t know that walking out of the room while the camera was rolling was an option. I never was much of an auditioner, even for silly high school plays. The idea of doing something like acting/auditioning for a living would totally unnerve me, haha. I know my terror and nervousness must be seeping from every pore, contaminating the room.

~B~